...too much effort
I have no idea what is going on

© everlark

Sorry I haven’t been very interactive or interesting lately, I’ve been busy with school and personal life matters.

I’ll try to be better soon?


#I've lost like 10 followers recently and I'm like #I'm sorry I know I suck I haven't been on a lot or posted anything of import I'm sorry

derrierebender:

I’m kinda sad that I won’t have any time to submit something, anything, for the Korra Book 5 fan project thing

Like, I could probably scramble something together but a) I don’t know what to do b) skill = lacking

So

:(

I’m so back and forth on this right now I keep being like ‘maybe I’ll write a letter’ to ‘no shut up u suck’ to ‘well what if it’s a short letter…’ back to ‘don’t bother’

I have until tonight to write it and submit but yeaaaaaaah

edit: ended up not b/c I suck and yeah



!!! 

I just weighed myself and I’ve gained weight again! :D

I’m so happy I’m almost back to the weight I was before I got sick like dO YOU KNOW HOW GREAT THIS IS??? IVE BEEN WORKING MY BUTT OFF TO GAIN THIS WEIGHT BACK AND ITS ALMOST ALL BACK

IM SO HAPPY RN

IM GOING TO CELEBRATE BY EATING ICE CREAM!!!


#food cw #weight cw #I really struggle with keep weight on because of my anxiety so this is like super great #at my lowest I was like 105?? #and now I'm 119 #THATS ALMOST 15 POUNDS #IN ROUGHLY A YEAR #FUCK YES #at my highest I was like 125 on a good day but it was more like 122-123 #so I'm almost there!!! #and tbh I hope to surpass 125 but for now that's my goal :)

…can dogs catch colds from humans?

Because my dogs eyes have been a bit….. More mucus-y lately…


#and a little green which his eye boogers normally aren't - there usually #clear or white #poor baby I'm sorry if you caught my cold :((

It’s so cute  

My dog will be all comfy in my bed or the couch and I’ll get up to do something and he barely spares me a glance

But if I’m gone too long in his allotted time period of me being away without coming back - maybe like 5, 10 minutes, he’ll get down and find me

And then he gets really cuddly

It’s like dOG I BARELY LEFT THE ROOM OK I WAS COMING BACK


#we call it FMS - Fear of Missing Something #my dog #my fucking dog

I’m kinda sad that I won’t have any time to submit something, anything, for the Korra Book 5 fan project thing

Like, I could probably scramble something together but a) I don’t know what to do b) skill = lacking

So

:(


#makes me kinda sad but oh well I guess #:( #one option is that one fan art thing I was going to submit for SDCC 2013 that I never got around to finishing but it's just sorta... idk #sigh

Should I order pizza from my regular place or Pizza Hut’s plastic shit b/c I want the giant 8inch cookie ‘pizza’


#important life decisions #being an adult #you know

Me: hey dad!
Dad: hey pumpkin!
Me: say, why do you call me pumpkin??
Dad: I don’t know… You’re just… My pumpkin!!
Me: soo if I’m your pumpkin, does that make you my scarecrow?
Dad:
Dad:
Dad: wow, okay then.


#THE LOOK ON HIS FACE #it was clever #but I felt so bad

I’m sick with a (mild, so far, thank goodness) cold and can’t stop listening to Soul Eater’s third ending


#ITS SO CATCHY #I made my dad watch Soul Eater too btw #we're in the third season now #hence the third ending

My dog hates baths 

Absolutely HATES them

He will claw out of the tub to get out

He avoids the shower/tub/bathroom at all costs (except for when he spite-pees on the bathmat to essentially say ‘fuck you’ to it/the shower)

So I had to give him a bath today, and afterwards my dad walks him

And I decided to take a shower because of Air Plane Germs and yah

So mid-shower my dad comes back with Grizzly

And Grizzly comes into the bathroom and perches himself on the step to get into the shower/tub - lays there and watches me

Sometimes he gets up and leaves but he comes back

THATS HOW MUCH HE MISSED ME

WILLING TO BRAVE THE SCARY SOUNDS OF THE SHOWER TO MAKE SURE IM STILL THERE

IM CRYING THIS DOG ;A;


#my dog #my fucking dog

How are you going to say bye? I didn't event say hi.

▲ Anonymous

Lmaooo why are you trying to start shit



You shouldn't tell how to and not to complement someone. Some people can't help but admit they're not good at something.

▲ Anonymous

TBH I don’t care for this opinion, bye



How to compliment/not compliment an artist while essentially saying the same thing 

NOT A COMPLIMENT: oh my god I love your art I mean I totally suck at ____ wow I’m jelly

COMPLIMENT: hi! I just wanted to say I really love your art! I really struggle with ____ and admire how you’re able to do it!


#and mAYBE YOULL EVEN GET ADVICE #don't put yourself down as way of compliment because it's NOT a compliment #i will admit for awhile I was like the first example but I learned

Finally back home :)


#puppy is happy to see me :) #sad I had to miss the activision part :(

In the airport waiting for my flight back home :((((


#I'm glad I'm coming home though - I missed my puppy too much